May 2013
5 posts
Its those…early morning thoughts, where life in the moment is frozen and every little thing and detail is analyzed in your head in slow motion. Then you put out the cigarette and your life and day begins.
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Facebook
I dont know whether to delete it or not, its gotten pretty lame since the majority of people I know aren’t about that life anymore. Only reason why I keep it are for old friends, co-workers and people I just don’t keep updated with. Plus lately it seems like I only keep up with it to post about sports or find someone I just met. Other than that its useless and slowly turning into...
After a day thinking about it, there is actually still some passion left in me. Im climbing to the top no matter what. I’ve started from the bottom (no Drake though) and trust me it aint pretty or the life I want to raise a family in. I still have so much to prove to myself and everyone since I’ve been overlooked and slept on for years. The difference between me and you is, I’ve...
Lost
Im in a position I’ve never been in. Everything has been going smooth, but I have no interest in anything or anyone lately. I hate taking it day by day but ohh well. Im pretty sure somethings gonna pop up one of these days.
April 2013
2 posts
“Whats Big Dreams Without a Few Nightmares?”
March 2013
5 posts
Indecisive
I have about 1-2 months left on my contract for the Nike IHM. I dont know whether to come back after 3 months of being laid off, a new job, school, job and school or what.
If I do go back, I still want to be guaranteed a Black Badge with the full benefits. I just dont want to be stuck there busting my ass off again for another yearly contract as a temp, fuck that.
On the other hand school is...
Random Fact
I wanna travel to England or Spain and watch a live soccer game. Preferably Manchester City or Barcelona. Soccer has quickly become one of my favorite sports to watch just a little behind College Football and still miles behind NBA Basketball.
Take that America fuck what you think about Soccer, it truly is the world’s sport. I rather watch a Premier League match then majority of NFL games....
I dont get why some women pencil in their eyebrows. 99% of the time it looks fake/ugly as hell. Seems like they look surprised or angry…like one facial expression or a anime character. Random ass thought of the morning.
neesly:
I have trust issues. Even with the people I do trust, I don’t trust completely.
Work has been an annoyance lately. I hate everyone I work with and my position. I don’t want to sound cocky but I know my potential has not been tapped yet. I guess this is the price I pay for throwing my high school years to waste.
I feel like I have more passion and knowledge than the people thats been there for years. I feel like I connect better with the engineers and higher up people...
February 2013
5 posts
I miss those days. Taking chances and not being afraid of the outcome. Doing the lamest things all day and it was still fun. Basketball @ the park from lunch till sunset. When I was actually good at school. When I could write for days. When dreams were limitless. When watching tv with your friends all day was cool. When swag wasn’t even used in the english language. When girls had cooties...
Taxes
Soooooooo excited for mine this year. I prepared it by myself for the first time and I’m actually getting a big return. I dont know what I want to do with it yet. I promise to only buy a car when I’m fully hired on with Nike so I might wait and sit with the money.
I’m looking forward to start investing with it, or taking a trip to SoCal. Can’t make up my mind!
Death vol. Debbie Downer
It seems lately that death has struck a lot of people around me. Dont get me wrong, Ive been happy as hell lately, but just a lot of people I know within this past year or two has died. My boy Chai just lost his mom yesterday to a few various forms of cancer, and its just made me think. About how I’m living my life and treating my health.
Its crazy. I know I’m still young but...
Today, Was One of Those Days.
Where I’m constantly thinking about my future and how I want it to be. Are my visions too ambitious and out of line? See I want to be ABOUT THAT LIFE. Where waking up isnt too early and sleep isnt an issue. Go to my dream job, where working doesnt even feel like work. Head to the bar after work with the boys and the tab isnt an issue. Head to a Blazers home game, drink some more and enjoy...
January 2013
4 posts
January 2013
Oh how fast a month can go by in a blink of an eye now. Strange how so much can happen in about 30 days or so.
Got laid off, hired back to a new department. Creating new work releationships suck, and getting used to something new is cool but I just hate finding out who I can trust and cant. Also this very friendly co-worker I had a smoke with everyday, suddenly passed away from Liver Cancer. It...
“Sometimes you’re 23 and standing in the kitchen of your house making breakfast...”
– The Winter of the Air (via theflowershop)
Long.Live.A$AP
Im glad I dont listen to leaks. Bumpin this shit to work and its slappin. I still remember when Rocky first came on the scene and dukes from Brooklyn and Da Heights were straight hating on him cuz he swagg jacked southern rappers. Guess who laughin now.
He has nothing lyrically but if you can rap in style seperating yourself from all these lame swag rappers I can give a dap to that. Its...
Jan 1-11th, 2013
What a crazy start to my year already! Celebrated New Years in the middle of Division since we left Sophie’s party due to drama. The Ducks winning the Fiesta Bowl and Chip staying through our NCAA investigations and hearings in spring. Also lost my job working on LeBrons to switching over to the Air Max 2013s. The LeBron Xs are a HUUUUGE FAILURE. Thanks Mr. James and Jason Petrie
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December 2012
9 posts
December 28th-29th 2012
What a great weekend to end my year on. I got off work Friday on the 28th and my co-workers wanted to drink at 6 freaking am. Don’t know why, but I went along with it ha. Just vibed out to good company, talked about Nike stuff, and just stuff men would have conversations about when drunk haha.
Ended up taking a journey on the max from Beaverton with my boy Cristian back to Portland/Gresham....
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Christmas 2012
Once again another annual humbling Christmas. I didnt spend Christmas opening presents, eating cookies and enjoying family.
I started my day cleaning my room, doing laundry and organizing things in my room. Its still a working process but at least I have something forward to look to besides work.
Ended up being on my Xbox all day. Netflix, Zombies with Tay, Zay and Riley and then FIFA with...
What the Fuck is a Bred?
Seriously, if you consider Black and Red, Bred I can tell that you hopped the Jordan/Sneaker obssession bandwagon. Old heads, real heads never called it that. People used colorways to differentiate Jordans, not lame nicknames. Its just a HUGE pet peeve of mine…and please just stop. Whats next? Co-Greys?
I hate doing favors and shit thats out of your way for people. Especially since they are family you feel obligated to do it. I wish I had a small family, I never get favors in return ever that’s why I never do favors anymore. The world has turn me cold honestly…and Im not to proud of that. Its me before everything now and Im gonna keep on doin that.
December 14th-15th 2012
Wow what an incredible Friday and Saturday to almost end the year on. Friday was proper as hell. Took my dad’s truck out to Juniors to meet up before we headed out to Sophie and Joanna’s place for their Ugly Sweater Party. Kicked it with their fam, and snacked a little. Ashneil, Kevin B, Jerry and Bhodi all came by along with Jared and Steven who had a homemade light up sweater haha...
My life has drastically changed in a year. From being to the lowest point I have ever seen myself to now on pace of goals and aspirations. I never want to look back at 2011 ever. From losing 2 friends in tragic circumstances, to losing my job, to losing my faith and just feeling like no one was there at all for me and to drowning my problems with booze and gambling.
I also regret not tracking my...
November 2012
4 posts
Oregon Ducks vol. Upset 2012
Wow an amazing season all came down to a nail biting overtime loss to Stanford. There so many missed oppurtunitys…I was just so frustrated and pissed.
Mariota showed his rookie mistakes on such a crucial night it was heart wrenching. Stanford played respectively, and we could find no answers for Stepfan Taylor. Im just shell shocked…it was the Ducks perfect chance to go an win the...
I actually thought it all went away till the dreams came back. Why so random, why now? Its all I can think about today, and my heart is heavy. I guess you can really never let some things go…
October 2012
8 posts
Black Friday 2012 vol. WISHLIST
Gonna go HAM this year.
*32” LED/LCD TV w/ built in internet apps and wifi
*Clothes/Jackets
*Polo Ranger Boots
*Couch/Love Seat for my room
*Dresser or another closet
*Turtle Beach Headphones for thee Eks Box
*SOCKS!
I probably wont get everything, but definitely some furniture in my room. I have a big empty room full of clothes on the floor. I need to clean it up and make it...
I haven’t been on this in a minute! Finally my first chance to use our new computer. I’ve been too lazy to update my adventures on my mobile phone. Tumblr has gotten pretty lame, It feels like its gonna be Myspace in a year or two. It sucks because I have a lot of stuff, private and personal on this site. I don’t even know if I’ll continue to use it, but I’ve missed...
This sucks…another failed tournament in Redding. I swear my hoop game is so garbage now got a nigga doubting myself. Honestly I lost all passion for the game. I’ve slacked off for a good 2-3 years for my fit and skills. We should be in our prime now but we focus on getting faded and meeting girls down there. I mean its fun, but losing is worse. I havent practiced in months, or even...
21st Birthday Week.
Prior to Tuesday I had a really wavy weekend. Started off Friday right with my NBA fantasy draft. Picked some solid players and headed out to Sophie’s with Junior, Ou Day and Danny. Vibed out to some good drinks and called it a night.
Woke up Saturday had a mini BBQ at Juniors and watched College Football all day. Ended up copping a new XBOX that night. Got Sushi with Bobby and Junior...
Everything I've Been Taught About Family...
Has literally been thrown out the window. What kinda shit is this when your own kin and blood turn on you? Everything we’ve been having conflicts about are materialistic things that hold no value and money that dont mean shit. I thought you guys were better than this to stoop so low. I always thought family was supposed to stick together no matter what.
Everything I’ve worked hard...
Rant vol. Birthday
Is it weird Im more excited about my two NBA fantasy league drafts and buying another xbox than my own birthday? I dont plan to do anything for the 9th. Its going to be my 21st and its gonna feel so odd. Been thinking about this day for years but now that its here…it really aint that tight.
Maybe because Im not about that life anymore. I rather stay in and save money now. Oh well, maybe...
September 2012
10 posts
The Moment You Realized That You Fell Off...
Damn…really? Already though? I feel like an old man. I just spent half my night re-visiting old Tumblr posts and everyday was something new. Maybe its just a grinding period? I used to do so many interesting things with so many great people in my life. I dont do shit now. Well maybe if I work hard enough to get where I want to then maybe the old me will come back ha.
marxxxsupree:
” It’s so hard to forget pain, but it’s even harder to remember sweetness. We have no scar to show for happiness. “
-Palahniuk
Black Badge...Maybe??
So the Nike IHM is starting to look forward to having more white badge employees like myself be permanent employees. Guess I gotta get my game face ON and keep hustling for an interview. I just hope my lack of experience there wont prevent me from acquiring a black badge. I really need this opportunity to open some doors to a career with Nike. The benefits are wavy to the maximum too! Paid...
I Push A lot of People Out of my Life.
And the ones who sneak their way in are worth the hassle to maintain. Im not trying to come off like a douche but its my only way of being focused in what I want to achieve. Im an introvert to begin with, so I need a looooot of me time. I hate meeting new people especially girls who I cant maintain to keep up with since I have so many other people who I havent kept up with. Shits lowkey annoying...
This Weekend Was Fuego.
#Woodburn #Kickback #Drink #Oregon #Stanford #FantasyBasketball #Drink #Drink #Drink #BeerPong #FIFA13 #DRINK #Poker #Kush #Hangover #Backtowork
September 11, 2012
I still cant comprehend what happened that day 11 years ago. Our country has greatly suffered since due to the actions of some who just wanted to blame our anger on someone or certain people that is. I still dont know why we went to war. We’ve lost many great women and men and for WHAT? Oil? Personal ambition? I still remember the Pentagon reports that LIED to us saying how great of a threat...
