23rd Birthday vol. I’m Old

Glad to spent the day before my bday with a few homies going to the Timbers v. Earthquakes game. Nothing fancy, regular seats but the atmosphere was amazing. G rubbed at Fuego on the Mountain and now just turning up solo dolo unless the cuddy Ryan comes through with a bottle. I don’t mind kicking it with the people that matter the most because I’ve never been a dude that goes all out for a birthday.

Actually I probably only remember a birthday or two celebrating with the fam or a dinner or two with a friend or two. I’ve never been big on birthdays because my parents really never celebrated mine too much. I guess it’s just a cultural thing. I get pressured a lot to do something but never found it to be in good favor it guess. The only thing I’ve ever have done was in Cali with my boys but I’ll leave it at that haha.

Anyways. A year older, a year wiser. Promised myself I’m never celebrating a birthday till I make it BIG. Keepin that a promise so cheers to it. One Love.

Random Thought.

Just spent my entire Friday night watching Beyonce and Jay-Z’s concert in Paris on HBO. Don’t know why but it was dope as hell. Beyonce was baaaaaaaad as usual and Jay-Z was fire. Got me feel in some type of way after it ended. I wonder if most of the people even understood what Jay was even rappin about lol. Rappers use a lot of slang terminology that even most Americans don’t understand but Beyonce was worth the show by herself haha.

They are such a power couple it makes me want a relationship like that. Who am I kidding though, I still got my 20s to live, I ain’t about that life yet! But when I do though, my lady gonna be like Beyonce. On some King and Queen ishh. One love.

Good People With Bad Intentions.

Keep the grass low and keep the grass cut. Even snakes show up sometimes when you least expect em too.

Learned that everyone can’t be trusted 100%. No offense to family and friends that trust me 100 because I still love yall. It’s just a motto I live by because EVERYONE has done you some wrong in your life.

Staying on the edge not because I’m afraid of people hurting me, but to better pick up myself and not be surprised when the snakes do come biting. Word is bond.

As I’ve grown older the realest friends I know don’t trip when when we don’t talk on a daily basis. Everyone’s all growing up and taking care of each other’s responsibilities. I’m just waiting till we all make it and hit our prime in our mid-late 20’s. Motivation. Pray to God I won’t be having kids by then.

Hopefully this lives up to its potential. Been on him since 1999 and that gave me chills even till today. I hope he doesnt go the A$AP, J.Cole route of having a masterpiece followed up by okay to decent albums. Maybe my expectations are high, but Joey’s ceiling as a rapper is even higher. 2014 has been super soft, so B4.DA.$$ is my most anticipated album this year.

Hopefully this lives up to its potential. Been on him since 1999 and that gave me chills even till today. I hope he doesnt go the A$AP, J.Cole route of having a masterpiece followed up by okay to decent albums. Maybe my expectations are high, but Joey’s ceiling as a rapper is even higher. 2014 has been super soft, so B4.DA.$$ is my most anticipated album this year.

Thought Deletion.

Theres been countless times I have come on here and spilled my guts. Write paragraphs on paragraphs like I’m writing an essay. Its become very therapeutic. Writing out all my thoughts and feelings on a wall of text, reading over my words and analyzing every emotion. It feels good visually seeing my thoughts.

Then back spacing all the letters and text to just a blank page deleting my thoughts. Its become routine and beneficial. Its been a year or two since I’ve heavily done this and I missed it. I’ve kept so many thoughts and emotions inside for years. It feels good to let it all out in writing and deleting it all at the same time. Its refreshing and peaceful and that’s why I can keep coming back. My blog feels real personal to me even though there are hundreds of eyes who scroll past my posts on the daily. To see the things I actually hit “post” on and to feel the things I just erase.